

I donapos;t know if I am naive, or if Iapos;m practicing double-standards, but I think there are just some things that people do that are way out of line. Why some people would do/ say�the things�they do�to people (and about people), I cannot comprehend. I do not wish to elaborate at the moment for I have no words to explain myself. Anyways lately Iapos;ve been behaving a bit out of line too- but I asssure you,�never to the point to having to be mean. Its�just not necessary nor nice.�This principle I live by is the only thing that comforts me when I feel�victimised. I never�ever retaliate, cos its just stooping to their level and perpetuating the vicious cycle.�
However, Iapos;m�super-ultra cranky, hypersensitive, sick�and�tired all the time. I havenapos;t gotten my period in a while, and Iapos;ve had an average of <3.5 hours of sleep every night the past week. It might be enough for you but certainly not for me. I cannot function without sleep. Iapos;ve acquired the art of sleeping whilst sitting up/ standing,�but not against knocking my head on�bus windows and�embassrasing myself. Sleep is�absolutely essential. I donapos;t understand why some people�have more licence�to be busy/sick/ tired than I do.�My ailments/ injuries are insignificant, unexcusable�and unforgivable. I�guess its related to how�some peopleapos;s�lives�are worth more than other people. My body is nothing.�Inevitable fact of life.�
Anyway,�I still have a huge one on language and cognition next�week, a presentation,�as well as a case-study report for health psych.�I havenapos;t started writing, researching�and/or�studying and I should be so worried. But I am weary > worried. Iapos;m doing the production program cos i cannot stifle my perfectionistic side to do it well, but cs3 is lagging and taking centuries to load, so Iapos;ll be glad to just get it done.
The tv is on and Iapos;m multi-tasking in-between waiting for it to load. Watched bits of My Girl- the thai version. Love it so much. The thais are very down-to-earth and true to themselves and it shows in their movies. The japanese are very poetic, poignant and often philosophical. French movies- at least those Iapos;ve watched- are romantic and cool at the same time. I know Iapos;m steoreo-typing but it often applies to the commercial stuff, at least to me it does. The americans are just usually very trashy and funny. apos;Whoapos;s line is it anywayapos; aired on tv. It was funny as hell. But I couldnapos;t really laugh tonight. ):
Today I felt slightly dissapointed�with�humanity.�
Iapos;m sooooo tired.� Donapos;t wanna wake up tomorrow.
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